Sunday, April 19, 2009
Today is a BORING DAY.
No no no, everyday is BORING! Hahaa!! Ok ok. But it was nice that i stayed home. Eat Sleep Watch Tv and go Online. Haha. And when boring moments starts to stay around me, i kept thinking of food. The word LAPAR couldn't get the hell out of my mind. Like its L-A-P-A-R again and again and again. Craving for this and that and this and that. Decided to satisfy myself and went to buy those craves that i had. First it was Fried Fish Soup. Then it was Donut Oreo typhoon. And next Green Apple Milk tea. Then Chocolate. And then bread with Sweet milk. Aww heaven. Then it was Mc Chicken. And goes on with Chocolate Waffle and lastly its Peach Milk tea. Ok fine, now im having another craves. HEH! its TIRAMISU!!!!!!!!!!!! Awww i love you tiramisu.. Come to me.. I love you.... AHAHHAHAHAHHA! damn it. Ok all this craves is just for me to be happy. It makes me happy to get to enjoy this food. Heh!!
Oh oh and. Its been a very humid day. Gosh. I was sweating even when i didnt do anything and just lying down. GOSH!! Couldnt sleep last night. End up sleeping at 6am. Cos was feeling soo humid. So sticky. ISH!! the Weather is a KILLER man. Gosh!!
Ok ok im now gonna start enjoying eating again. GDBYE loves.!! MUACKS!
No no no, everyday is BORING! Hahaa!! Ok ok. But it was nice that i stayed home. Eat Sleep Watch Tv and go Online. Haha. And when boring moments starts to stay around me, i kept thinking of food. The word LAPAR couldn't get the hell out of my mind. Like its L-A-P-A-R again and again and again. Craving for this and that and this and that. Decided to satisfy myself and went to buy those craves that i had. First it was Fried Fish Soup. Then it was Donut Oreo typhoon. And next Green Apple Milk tea. Then Chocolate. And then bread with Sweet milk. Aww heaven. Then it was Mc Chicken. And goes on with Chocolate Waffle and lastly its Peach Milk tea. Ok fine, now im having another craves. HEH! its TIRAMISU!!!!!!!!!!!! Awww i love you tiramisu.. Come to me.. I love you.... AHAHHAHAHAHHA! damn it. Ok all this craves is just for me to be happy. It makes me happy to get to enjoy this food. Heh!!
Oh oh and. Its been a very humid day. Gosh. I was sweating even when i didnt do anything and just lying down. GOSH!! Couldnt sleep last night. End up sleeping at 6am. Cos was feeling soo humid. So sticky. ISH!! the Weather is a KILLER man. Gosh!!
Ok ok im now gonna start enjoying eating again. GDBYE loves.!! MUACKS!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
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Yesterday. Something happened at my block. Me and grandmama heard a loud bang. But i ignored it cos i was still on bed. Grandmama actually went to take a look out. Cos she's already up. And she was in the kitchen. As usual lah grandmama wants to be one of the reporter. Wanting to know whats happening. Haha. Ok ok back to this yeah. Ok im still on the bed. So i didnt know what has happen. And didnt really bother much. Until a few mins i heard Sirens of the police car and ambulance. Ok ok this part, BEENA SUDDENLY SAT UP AND SAID OHH WOW SOMETHING MUSH HAVE HAPPENED MAYN! And so i actually stand and walked to the kitchen. I saw grandmama looking out of the window. And so i did the same thing. OK someone was lying down there like a superman's style. Hmm.. And there's this bamboo with clothes beside her on the ground. Ok ok. now i get it. She fell. She couldnt probably tried to kill herself. Haha. And and oh oh dont worry guys, she's not dead. But a poor thing. She might be in a vegetable state man. Cos her leg and hands and neck should be broken. Ish POOR GIRL. She was mourning in pain. We heard her Mourns. It was loud. Ish. POOR THING.
Ok then hor, a few hours later...... My neighbour actually called my mum to report bout this incident to her. My neighbour was told by one of the neighbours lah that the person who fell was an indonesian MAID. And that she just came to Singapore a few days ago. Awww. Bad things happening this soon for her. So sad.
Ok thats all i guess. Nothing much for now.
And to Siddiq. I WILL FORGET YOU IN TIME. PFFT!! I WILL AND I WILL!
Yesterday. Something happened at my block. Me and grandmama heard a loud bang. But i ignored it cos i was still on bed. Grandmama actually went to take a look out. Cos she's already up. And she was in the kitchen. As usual lah grandmama wants to be one of the reporter. Wanting to know whats happening. Haha. Ok ok back to this yeah. Ok im still on the bed. So i didnt know what has happen. And didnt really bother much. Until a few mins i heard Sirens of the police car and ambulance. Ok ok this part, BEENA SUDDENLY SAT UP AND SAID OHH WOW SOMETHING MUSH HAVE HAPPENED MAYN! And so i actually stand and walked to the kitchen. I saw grandmama looking out of the window. And so i did the same thing. OK someone was lying down there like a superman's style. Hmm.. And there's this bamboo with clothes beside her on the ground. Ok ok. now i get it. She fell. She couldnt probably tried to kill herself. Haha. And and oh oh dont worry guys, she's not dead. But a poor thing. She might be in a vegetable state man. Cos her leg and hands and neck should be broken. Ish POOR GIRL. She was mourning in pain. We heard her Mourns. It was loud. Ish. POOR THING.
Ok then hor, a few hours later...... My neighbour actually called my mum to report bout this incident to her. My neighbour was told by one of the neighbours lah that the person who fell was an indonesian MAID. And that she just came to Singapore a few days ago. Awww. Bad things happening this soon for her. So sad.
Ok thats all i guess. Nothing much for now.
And to Siddiq. I WILL FORGET YOU IN TIME. PFFT!! I WILL AND I WILL!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Siddiq. You gave me false alarms. PFFT. You're never here. NEVER. Sigh. Why is it always has to be her? And not me? Sigh. Maybe im just too naive. He never am wanted to be here i guess. Gosh. Women are a SELFISH CREATURES when it comes to Love. I dont wanna be one. But seems that im trying too hard to get you back to me. Cos i always knew you only wanted her. DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goshhh HELP!!! Just get me away from you.
I can live my life without you. Like how i used to.
I can live my life without you. Like how i used to.
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DAMN IT!!!
Goshhh HELP!!! Just get me away from you.
I can live my life without you. Like how i used to.
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DAMN IT!!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
I havent had the time to really blog. Or and maybe i just am a lil lazy to blog these days. Im just feeling tired. Like all i need was a break. Awww may.. we should be somewhere now, having a great beach holiday. Hahaha. I soo am needing it. Sigh. But we're just broke. Yeah broke. damn it. Sigh!! I miss you SBF.
Next.. ive been feeling rather happy nowadays. Cos ive given bob a piece of shits. Like so that he would stop harassing me. I swear mayn, if you go on harassing me, i'll go to the police and report you harrassing me. i dont freaking care who you used to be mayn. Just dont give me shits. I'll really do it. And you know i would do it. hmmm..
And and.. finally, siddiq. He's the reason why im smiling more now. He's back like last time. Going back to where i first saw you. HAHAHA WTH!!!! ok i shall not say more bout it tho. Cos yeah. i just wont. Hahaha.
Ok im kinda am in a lazy mood to actually type this. So till here. Good day mayn! Muackss!!
Next.. ive been feeling rather happy nowadays. Cos ive given bob a piece of shits. Like so that he would stop harassing me. I swear mayn, if you go on harassing me, i'll go to the police and report you harrassing me. i dont freaking care who you used to be mayn. Just dont give me shits. I'll really do it. And you know i would do it. hmmm..
And and.. finally, siddiq. He's the reason why im smiling more now. He's back like last time. Going back to where i first saw you. HAHAHA WTH!!!! ok i shall not say more bout it tho. Cos yeah. i just wont. Hahaha.
Ok im kinda am in a lazy mood to actually type this. So till here. Good day mayn! Muackss!!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Im feeling the stressness of life. WTF!! Ok maybe its just this year. A bad year. A bad month. A bad week. A bad day. WTF!!!!
My mom went for holiday at a wrong timing. Jep leaving for HK at a wrong timing. Asri's ex gf coming back to him at a wrong timing. Farah not working here with me at a wrong timing. Lucy having BF at a wrong timing. EVERYTHING!!! A point of time where i need so many people around me to help me up when i stumble. DAMN ITTTT!!!!
Work... another stress im talking bout. WTF!! Today first time in my life i cried at work. WTH!!!! ok really its WTH. I just am soo tired. VERY TIRED. Sigh! And i need a FREAKING HELP!! Ok irene thinks im soo stressed up already that she is gonna talk to the big boss tomorrow. So that she could have the permission to atually get another person to help me out with documentations. I rushed every single day that i made sooo many mistakes in almost all of the docs. WTF!!!!!
And setoopid secretary.. pls lah.. you know that im alone doing it and there's too much docs, you cant expect me to always give it on time. Especially ni MAKCIK ZAINONN. ish SOO BINGIT OK!!! You think only your doc is urgent is it. AAARRRGGHHH!!!!
Why is there so many people buying property at this kinda bad economy??
Is it because the Price of house went really down. YES IT IS!!!!!
DAMN IT!!! i just wanna say im freaking TIRED!!!
OK BYE!!! IM TIRED!!
My mom went for holiday at a wrong timing. Jep leaving for HK at a wrong timing. Asri's ex gf coming back to him at a wrong timing. Farah not working here with me at a wrong timing. Lucy having BF at a wrong timing. EVERYTHING!!! A point of time where i need so many people around me to help me up when i stumble. DAMN ITTTT!!!!
Work... another stress im talking bout. WTF!! Today first time in my life i cried at work. WTH!!!! ok really its WTH. I just am soo tired. VERY TIRED. Sigh! And i need a FREAKING HELP!! Ok irene thinks im soo stressed up already that she is gonna talk to the big boss tomorrow. So that she could have the permission to atually get another person to help me out with documentations. I rushed every single day that i made sooo many mistakes in almost all of the docs. WTF!!!!!
And setoopid secretary.. pls lah.. you know that im alone doing it and there's too much docs, you cant expect me to always give it on time. Especially ni MAKCIK ZAINONN. ish SOO BINGIT OK!!! You think only your doc is urgent is it. AAARRRGGHHH!!!!
Why is there so many people buying property at this kinda bad economy??
Is it because the Price of house went really down. YES IT IS!!!!!
DAMN IT!!! i just wanna say im freaking TIRED!!!
OK BYE!!! IM TIRED!!
Monday, March 23, 2009
LEAVE ME ALONE PLS... THANK YOU!!!
Gosh! Bob bob, i wonder when will you stop your nonsense. Like your bestfren said you've changed. HAHA. As if lor. And your bestfren, i know you meant well for the both of us. I know you want him to be happy. BUT WHAT BOUT ME?! My happiness?? and you pity him. WHO's GONNA PITY ME THEN? Well its not that i want some pityness from people. I dont need that i know. GOSH. HOW COULD YOU PROLLY WANNA SEE YOUR OWN SAME SPECIES, A GIRL LIKE YOU TO BE HURTING. GOSHH. You rather see it that way hor. SIGH.
JUST STOP ASKING ME TO BE HIS FRENS OR WHATSOEVER. I DONT WANT TO EVEN HAVE ANYTHING GOTTA DO WITH HIM.
You said he likes someone. So?? He still misses me. He still loves me. I know that all. Why should i be his fren when i know all this. If i do, im just making him have hopes again. And i know what kinda person he is. Once i contact him, he will really make that as an opportunity to get me back in his life. AND i dont want that to happen. ITS A TOTAL NO FOR ME!!!! I DONT WANNA TAKE ANY RISK!! GOSHHHHH!!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP FORCING ME. OR TALKING ME OUT!!!! COS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!!!
OK BYE!
Gosh! Bob bob, i wonder when will you stop your nonsense. Like your bestfren said you've changed. HAHA. As if lor. And your bestfren, i know you meant well for the both of us. I know you want him to be happy. BUT WHAT BOUT ME?! My happiness?? and you pity him. WHO's GONNA PITY ME THEN? Well its not that i want some pityness from people. I dont need that i know. GOSH. HOW COULD YOU PROLLY WANNA SEE YOUR OWN SAME SPECIES, A GIRL LIKE YOU TO BE HURTING. GOSHH. You rather see it that way hor. SIGH.
JUST STOP ASKING ME TO BE HIS FRENS OR WHATSOEVER. I DONT WANT TO EVEN HAVE ANYTHING GOTTA DO WITH HIM.
You said he likes someone. So?? He still misses me. He still loves me. I know that all. Why should i be his fren when i know all this. If i do, im just making him have hopes again. And i know what kinda person he is. Once i contact him, he will really make that as an opportunity to get me back in his life. AND i dont want that to happen. ITS A TOTAL NO FOR ME!!!! I DONT WANNA TAKE ANY RISK!! GOSHHHHH!!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP FORCING ME. OR TALKING ME OUT!!!! COS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!!!
OK BYE!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Today is a BAD DAY for me. REALLY!
First it rains. And i didnt bring my MICKEY MOUSE YELLOW UMRELLA. Haha. Hello, its cute eh. and i got it for 5bucks only lah at WATSONS. Haha. Ok back to my naggings.
Ok Then its because of work. Work will never end. I know. But WTH even the URGENT FILES NEVER ENDED for today. It Was NON-STOP. BLARDY MANGKOK. And my files has been piled up. Cos was short handed. Elaine hasnt been in for work for 4 days. Her mom is sick. Had to go back to Malaysia. But good that she's back today. WELL HOWEVER, she couldnt help much thou. Cos her work is also piled up too. HAHA! Poor thing.
Ok and then... While i was rushing to take the papers from the Printer, i actually hit my leg onto the table. OHH WOOOOWWW that was nice. PFFT. MAngkok, soo painful la!!!
Thats not it, Accounts called... or wait, is it HR. Ok whatever Jeannete called. And said couldnt find my MC!!!!!!!!! WTF!!! Ive given the MC like 2 weeks ago lah. Even irene sign it. And i am freaking pretty sure bout it. And she said i did not hand in. and it shouldnt be their fault as they wont be missing that paper. Mangkok. SEETOOOPIIDD lah!! even a freaking A4 size paper you can lose it, what more my SMALL PAPER MC!!!! dare to say you guys wont lose it. AND NOW I HAD TO ACTUALLU GO BACK TO THE DOC AND ASK FOR DUPLICATE!!!! WASTE MY FREAKING TIME. ok next......
Finally, work is over.... It was a relieved......Until i went back and board the train.
WHATTTTTTTTT.. SEETTOOOPID MAMAK!!!!!!!! cant stand still lah. Stand beside me swaying right and left and kept hitting on me. Oh and this Malay aunty tooo... soooo irritating. Lucky shes an old lady lah. if not beena dah tolak balik.... hahahha. Ok she knows i was holding the hand rail and she actually pushed my hand away because she wants to hold that hand rail. And i nearly fell because of her stupid doings. AIYOOOOO. Just what is wrong with today man.
I think the only thing that makes me happy was........ HAHAHA IRENE NOT IN!!! OK SHE'S MY MANAGER. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!! It was soo quiet without her.. FINALLY THERE'S SILENCE.... HAHAHAH.
Alright i think i shud stop here. i just need to sleep.
Nights everyone.
Love ya'll.
And yaty. SHUDDUUUPPPPP!! what more you... took soo long to update pics.. !!! HAHAA!!
OK CHEERS.
LOVE,
BEENA BANANA.
First it rains. And i didnt bring my MICKEY MOUSE YELLOW UMRELLA. Haha. Hello, its cute eh. and i got it for 5bucks only lah at WATSONS. Haha. Ok back to my naggings.
Ok Then its because of work. Work will never end. I know. But WTH even the URGENT FILES NEVER ENDED for today. It Was NON-STOP. BLARDY MANGKOK. And my files has been piled up. Cos was short handed. Elaine hasnt been in for work for 4 days. Her mom is sick. Had to go back to Malaysia. But good that she's back today. WELL HOWEVER, she couldnt help much thou. Cos her work is also piled up too. HAHA! Poor thing.
Ok and then... While i was rushing to take the papers from the Printer, i actually hit my leg onto the table. OHH WOOOOWWW that was nice. PFFT. MAngkok, soo painful la!!!
Thats not it, Accounts called... or wait, is it HR. Ok whatever Jeannete called. And said couldnt find my MC!!!!!!!!! WTF!!! Ive given the MC like 2 weeks ago lah. Even irene sign it. And i am freaking pretty sure bout it. And she said i did not hand in. and it shouldnt be their fault as they wont be missing that paper. Mangkok. SEETOOOPIIDD lah!! even a freaking A4 size paper you can lose it, what more my SMALL PAPER MC!!!! dare to say you guys wont lose it. AND NOW I HAD TO ACTUALLU GO BACK TO THE DOC AND ASK FOR DUPLICATE!!!! WASTE MY FREAKING TIME. ok next......
Finally, work is over.... It was a relieved......Until i went back and board the train.
WHATTTTTTTTT.. SEETTOOOPID MAMAK!!!!!!!! cant stand still lah. Stand beside me swaying right and left and kept hitting on me. Oh and this Malay aunty tooo... soooo irritating. Lucky shes an old lady lah. if not beena dah tolak balik.... hahahha. Ok she knows i was holding the hand rail and she actually pushed my hand away because she wants to hold that hand rail. And i nearly fell because of her stupid doings. AIYOOOOO. Just what is wrong with today man.
I think the only thing that makes me happy was........ HAHAHA IRENE NOT IN!!! OK SHE'S MY MANAGER. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!! It was soo quiet without her.. FINALLY THERE'S SILENCE.... HAHAHAH.
Alright i think i shud stop here. i just need to sleep.
Nights everyone.
Love ya'll.
And yaty. SHUDDUUUPPPPP!! what more you... took soo long to update pics.. !!! HAHAA!!
OK CHEERS.
LOVE,
BEENA BANANA.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Time really flies. I was counting down to her Big Day. My ite sch mate. After about 3 years not meeting each other. She finally broke the news to me that she's getting married. Well, some asked me why does she married young. To me, age doesnt really matters. As long as you're ready to be a wife, a mother and you're mature enough to go tru marriage life, go ahead get married. When you wanna get married, you just need to be certain and not confuse. Well, i just hope she'll be happy with her love.
Ok as for me, i think im a kind of person who doesnt really wanna think of marriage. To me, marriage is a nightmare. HAAHA. Its just my point of view. Maybe i need to learn more to survive in this life first. Then i'll think of a Boyfriend and a New Life, Marriage. Haha.
Till here..
Lovee beena